The secret of happiness is learning to be content with what we have,
whether it is much or little, and learning how to live abundantly even with little.

i've been to a prayer conference today.. well, it was so packed up! people just come from all over indonesia and pray together.. awesome sight! although the traffic was also amazing!!
Jedi just reload his prepaid card, so now, we're able to sms again.. fortunately, my day was kinda ruin by my own stupidity.
i sign in on his yahoo messenger, and caught 'the bali dancer' online.. oh dear my.. my.. feels like wanna explode!!!
ARRGhhh.. but i told him anyway.. x'( stupid me!!! i finally sms him and said that i kinda miss him. thankfuly he said the same thing.
so at least i'm saved in a way :\

i wish i can bring my love to beaches again.. the thing between jedi and 'the bali dancer' makes me hate beaches!! oh dear, suddenly i feel like turning into a phsyco.. and you know what!!... now he's adding another folder to his email.. HER own folder.. how i wanna scream! i wonder when i gonna get over this..

[the music enters.. and created a dramatic scene]
[why does it hurt so bad - whitney houston]

SCREW!!! i wish i can go out with him tomorrow.. it's saturday nite gitu loh!! hiks hiks >x'@